Entry for October 15, 2006

So very many possibilities!!! I've gotten in touch with friends whom I haven't spoken to in over a year....it was great. But now I'm feeling the pull of NYC. Damnit, just when I think I've got things figured out they turn out to be tenuous foundations. At the moment I'm waiting for my cousin to stop by with a few friends- my first guests! I feel as if my apartment is a tower, I don't leave unless absolutely necessary. There is no need when I've got all to sustain me right here! I love getting new music info from Duncan, it makes me seek out things I would not normally go for. Everytime I listen to Nelly Furtado's 'maneater' I can't help but think of partying with Ross and Jack in Dublin and absolutely losing my mind on the dancefloor. Newest stuff (courtesy duncan) is more rockesque. I'm enamored with Trader Joe's Indian food and could eat it maybe five times a day if I felt hungry that often. When will I get a job? Starbucks is out of the question, I've set my sights a bit higher. Not that I'm holding out for a professional groove but something that will actually pay the bills and stimulate my interests in other areas. Plus, I have a feeling I'd develop a serious caffeine addiction. This would be disasterous for someone with the obsessive tendancies I already possess and too much energy as it is. Why won't jobs in London hire me! Fucking visa problems. So the US it is until the UK calls up. Then it's on. I'm dead set on school next year but need to figure out where I'll be first before I can research programs! The mention of indian food has stimulated my appetite...I'm off to make palak paneer with yogurt! My newest goal is to get my documentary work online and accessible. I've got the time on my hands at the moment...I just need..CAFFEINE! (starbucks is definitely OUT...ha)